Green River Killer's apology
"I'm sorry for killing these young
ladies. They had their whole life ahead of them," Ridgway said slowly, nearly in
monotone as if the words were a struggle. "I am sorry I caused so much pain to
so many families."
In
writing, he misspelled ladies as "ladys" several times and signed the statement
Gary L Ridgway. In court, he occasionally wiped his eyes, sometimes appearing
upset and other times gazing straight ahead.
Garrett Mills, whose sister
Opal was killed, wanted to believe Ridgway's apology. He said he wanted to hear
remorse as he listened in court, but he didn't.
"It sounded like a
recording," Mills said. "He sounded like a robot."
Ridgway's attorneys say he
does feel badly for murdering so many women. They said that after he met his
third wife in 1985, he wanted to stop killing -- though he only succeeded in
killing less often.
"He
feels horrible about what he had done back when he was a monster," said attorney
Mark Prothero, who said that the man expresses his emotions subtly.
"Obviously, you're not
normal if you do these things," attorney Tony Savage said. "You can't very well
judge his remorse by ordinary standards."
The King County sheriff's
detectives who have gotten to know Ridgway through hours of interviews say
they've heard something else in his voice when he talked about the women he
killed: pride.
They've
heard him call the women garbage.
Detective Tom Jensen, who
spent nearly 20 years investigating the case, said Ridgway's statement in court
was nearly laughable. "Remorse is not something he understands," Jensen said.
"He can cry on cue, and he can stop on cue."
Jensen said Ridgway's voice
wasn't slow and halting because he was choked with emotion -- it was because he
has an intellect that is far below average and has trouble reading.
He said investigators
sometimes referred to Ridgway as a "serial killer savant" -- a man who was
somewhat stunted intellectually but has an "innate, apparently inborn ability to
hunt or kill."
"He tries to
imitate people. When they cry, he cries," said Green River Task Force Detective
Kevin O'Keefe. "I think he's got all the emotion of a reptile."
Detective Frank Spence
wasn't so sure, noting that Ridgway "did have a religious side" and guessed that
there "may have been that little bit kicking in."
Some of the relatives of
Ridgway's victims didn't care what he had to say and remained unmoved by his
words.
"He's a good actor,"
said Jodi Norman, the mother of Shawnda Summers. "There's no remorse."
Diane Soriano, who has been
a friend of victim Patricia Barczak's family for more than 30 years, said
simply, "Once again, I think it was all about himself."
From today's
Seattle Post Intelligencer
Gary Leon Ridgway offered his first
public words about the dozens of women he strangled, shedding tears in the
courtroom yesterday and leaving many wondering whether the prolific Green River
Killer is truly sorry.
"He
feels horrible about what he had done back when he was a monster," said attorney
Mark Prothero, who said that the man expresses his emotions subtly.
"Obviously, you're not
normal if you do these things," attorney
Tony Savage said
Posted: Fri - December
19, 2003 at 11:48 AM